When you
arrive at a point in your understanding, and know the fact that this body is
going to die in any case, and there is nothing you can do to prevent it, then
some changes start to occur in you. Have you noticed how society trains you
from childhood on how to escape death? Don't put your finger in the socket!
Don't get me wrong. These trainings are necessary for the survival of a child;
I am not saying those trainings are futile. But the problem with these
trainings is that they develop a mind pattern in you; they make you coward, so
to say. You cannot think out of the box anymore. Such trainings will keep on
playing in your head throughout your life. These are thoughts which are
constantly telling you what to avoid and what not to avoid. For example, when
you start to drive a car for the first time, your mind constantly throws
fearful thoughts and keeps warning you about what could go wrong. It keeps on
telling you that you can die here, and others can die, drive slow, and so on.
What is the purpose of this commentary? It trains you. Is it good to have one?
Damn, yeah! What are the cons of this commentary? No one seems to ask this
question.
When you
arrive at this juncture: just catch your mind in action, telling you what to
avoid and what not to avoid so that you can checkmate death, then an
understanding dawns on you; courage emerges. Who is avoiding death in you? Your
thinking? Who is witnessing this thinking operating in you? How long are you
going to avoid it? Are you avoiding physical pain that may happen during the
time of death? Why do you want to save this life? Just to carry out your daily
chores? That's all the importance of life to you? Don't worry! Death will hunt
you down anyway, even if you plan to stay in a bunker or Fallout shelter! It
could be coming through cancer or old age. But the question remains: who is
avoiding it in you?
Understand
this: I am not speaking of the superficial intellectual understanding that
everyone has, that they are going to die one day, but it changes nothing in
their lives, in their behavior, in their attitude. You continue to live in the
same old manner. It is similar to merely reading the compounding formula from
your high school book and never understanding it. If you do not understand it,
it changes nothing in you. You will get the opportunity to ask these questions
to yourself when death strikes you for the first time, or when you narrowly
escape from an accident, or when you see abnormalities in your blood reports
that could be alarming. These are just examples; life has millions of ways to
teach you this fact, and it is constantly doing that. It is just that you're
blind like a pigeon who shuts his eyes when attacked by a cat. If the
understanding dawns on you, the pigeon will fly.........................